I can't keep doing this, what do I do?

you need to relax and talk to your parents about going to the doctors for your depression and possible going to a therapist just to let you worries and frustration out. you need to stay in school and try to relax the best you can. try to think of something good i know its hard but you have to try not only for the baby but for yourself. the best you can do is talk to your parents.